Wednesday, December 31, 2008

I guess the core of my holidays would be the shifting of my house. Yup, for those that do no know yet, I now reside in the quiet neighbourhood of Parry Terrace.


It was a gruesome. I take back everything I said about shifting house being easy. The dust, the heavy books, the clearing of long unwanted clothe, and in the midst of my examiations! Thank God I sill did ok, excet for the cursed MGS!!!!! argh. I hate computer stuff.



So anyway me having a car, i left some stuff of mine at my old house to transport at a different time. I left all the cards and gift stuff, like camp breakaway awards back at my old place. For those of you who came before, its basically the place where i display all the cards and things people gave me over the years.



So yesterday, after major naggation by my mom, I went back to bullion park to retrieve them.





I guess.... A part of me doesnt want to leave the place. After all, it was there that I stayed the longest ( I have shifted 4 times in my life ).



Bullion Park saw me go through 3 different phases of my life.

It was where I met my best friend louis.

It was where I spent afternoons playing basketball and basking in the sun with my friends.

It was where I laid by the pool emoing about my problems.

It was where all 3 three of my relationships started and where 2 ended

It was where Aphro grew up

It was where I would walk, round and round and round the compound talking to God

It was where I met my most awesome neighbour Grace and of course jenric

It was where I decided to redidicate my life.



Bullion Park was/is so many things. And yesterday spelt my last day in the place.
It reminds me of the last episode of friends, where everyone left Monica's apartment.
So nostalgic, yet filled with the excitement of brand new beginnings.


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Played this new game at settlers the other day. Super fun! Haha, each person is given a card with a few different kind of information in it. So we are supposed to bluff the ppl around us.
For example, one of the info would give B.L.C

and we are supposed to each write something belivable, such as Bill Lender's Commitee and try to trcik the others. B.L.C might mean banana lovers convert or whatever, so the geez of it is to make the others choose your answer.

Anyway its a complicated game to explain and a fun game to play. Go try it out!

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While walking aphro with joce today, we caught wayne sitting outside his house and reading. So we went over for a while and started talking.

He shared how his cg would always start in the basement, and slowly grow bigger until it eventually fills up the stairs and overflows. Then everyone have to go to the living room.

Amazing.

Vision man. Although i've only known him or a little while, I cant help but be blown away by what he is doing for God. Not only does he have one of the fastest growing cg in church, he is good looking, charismatic and a First Class Honours student.

how. how does he do it? Just one christmas alone and I feel so worn out with just handling a connect group. I have so much free time and I'm just able to achieve second upper. And I'm in SIM! for crying out loud.

Even Huanxin is not first class.

I cant take it sometimes geeezz, oh well!

This semester, is gonna be the start of such success and 2009 will be the best year yet!

Friday, October 24, 2008


Psalms 139

O Lord, you have examined my heart
and know everything about me.
You know when I sit down or stand up.
You know my thoughts even when I’m far away.
You see me when I travel
and when I rest at home.
You know everything I do.
You know what I am going to say
even before I say it, Lord.
You go before me and follow me.
You place your hand of blessing on my head.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too great for me to understand!
I can never escape from your Spirit!
I can never get away from your presence!
If I go up to heaven, you are there;
if I go down to the grave, you are there.
If I ride the wings of the morning,
if I dwell by the farthest oceans,
even there your hand will guide me,
and your strength will support me.
I could ask the darkness to hide me
and the light around me to become night—
but even in darkness I cannot hide from you.
To you the night shines as bright as day.
Darkness and light are the same to you.
You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body
and knit me together in my mother’s womb.
Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex!
Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it.
You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion,
as I was woven together in the dark of the womb.
You saw me before I was born.
Every day of my life was recorded in your book.
Every moment was laid out
before a single day had passed.
How precious are your thoughts about me, O God.
They cannot be numbered!
I can’t even count them;
they outnumber the grains of sand!
And when I wake up,
you are still with me!
O God, if only you would destroy the wicked!
Get out of my life, you murderers!
They blaspheme you;
your enemies misuse your name.
O Lord, shouldn’t I hate those who hate you?
Shouldn’t I despise those who oppose you?
Yes, I hate them with total hatred,
for your enemies are my enemies.
Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
Point out anything in me that offends you,
and lead me along the path of everlasting life.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

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Sunday, October 19, 2008


Everywhere I go, I hope to form crystals behind me.



Saturday, October 18, 2008

I'm waiting for my tuition kid to come and listening to the P2 students talking.

Teacher : " your dad will scold you later ah if you never do your work. "

Student : " ... "

Teacher : " Why your dad always scold you? "

Student still refusing to do work.

Teacher : " Your daddy will scold u later ah "

Student : " But My mom coming. "

Hahhaha then i laughed at this point

Teacher : " I will call your dad "

Student : " You dont know his number. "

Teacher : " you will be surprised."

Student : " The number is not 9XXXXXXX "

Teacher : " Just do your work. "

Student : " Can I do it at home? "

Teacher : " no. "

Student : " Why cannot? "


Hahaha and this is why tutors are paid so much.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

I miss

-Lying on my back and watching the clouds
-Looking forward to the bell that signals the end of school and the start of basketball
-Seeing my dad prepare for work each morning
-Early nights and late days
-Laughing at each other
-2 month long holidays
-Aphro as a puppy
-The lick of waves upon my toes
-Learning how to swim faster
-Playing block catching
-Being able to not care about my image
-being naive

We all grow up after all. =)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Yacht!

I'm going on a Y A C H T ( changed haha ) tomorrow!

O.M.G

I shall have a taste of how being rich feels like! hahaha

But at the same time, I think I feel quite satisfied living my life now. Feels happy despite the pressure, priorities, people and persistence tests.

I wish everyone well! Much love love and more love!

Grace! I miss ya, I just went your blog just now =)

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

The only thing to do

I was reading fen's blog and I really really liked what she wrote!

Are things moving too fast, or am i too slow?

Have you ever felt that things are moving so quickly that you feel that you are stagnating?

i guess no matter whether things are moving too fast or i am too slow, the only solution is for me to catch up.



I like her answer! No matter whether things are moving too fast, or am I too slow, the only solution is to catch up!!

Sometimes people would either give up and say they are not good enough, or blame that things are moving way too fast.

Fen's answer really showed me her fighting spirit! =)

SO!! If any of u reading this think that your results are not as good as u hope, or maybe u seem so far from your goal. Or many you're feeling stagnant empty and dry.

The only solution is to just catch up =)

Sunday, September 14, 2008


" Love gives us a power to hurt that hate cannot match. "

I read this off a book a few days ago. It impressed upon me so much that I memorized it.
If you did not love a person, it would be so easy to just forget and just walk away.

A rude woman on the bus.
An impolite waiter.
Arrogant customers.

Sure, you feel that flicker of anger, but it passes over soon enough.

But if its someone you hold dear, someone you love. How much harder it is to just forget and move on. How much harder to just ' not care '.

I can just imagine.

If aphro bit me
if my dad called me stupid
if my friends ignored or bitch about me.

Man, how painful that would feel. And how much harder it would be for me to forgive them. After all, these are the people ( and dog ) that I love! The more you love someone, the greater the hurt.

Which is probably why sometimes forgiveness is hard. Maybe that's why children always find it hard to forgive parents or vice versa. That's why divorced couples usually don't talk anymore.

Love paints the most beautiful picture from your imagination, into reality. This is called Hope, a companion of the elusiveness that is love.


Take a moment. Think about the people you love. Have you been hurt by them before? Try to remember the feeling.

Now. Take another moment and think of the people that loved you. Have You hurt Them before? Understand how they feel =)


Which is why we all need to learn how to forgive. Because forgiveness is setting a prisoner free, and realizing that the prisoner was You.

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Maybe it is the season for love, I don't know. The birds do seem to be singing, and the flowers do seem to be blooming. Love found me like the rising of the sun this time round.

Instead of a horse running, it flutters like a gentle dove.

Hmm... A dove. Lovely.

Gentle and pure. Instead of romping the ground, maybe this time it would take to the skies instead.

Who knows what true love should be like?
Indeed, who knows.

But a dove, what a lovely picture it paints. =)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Ok, so I was in this house and it was a lan shop. Me and two other friends are inside searching for games. It was a Lan shop that was actually secretly dealing with weapons!

Yes thats right! right here in Singapore! A lan shop was actually secretly selling guns.
So anyway, I started to walk out after playing.

As I walked down the stairs, two man in military uniform came walking in.

" Stop, this is the illegal weapons investigation unit. Please let me check u "

Being afraid of getting in trouble, I let them check me, check my bag and quickly waited outside the house for me two friends.

Suddenly! White smoke came out of the house. I felt my face numbing and my lungs burning! Instinctively i knew it was tear gas and my brain screamed Run RUn RUN!!

But my friends were inside and its just tear gast so i started to walk back to the house, when the intensity of the smoke tripled! And it poured out thicker and thicker. I saw a gas mask being thrown onto the ground. I struggled towards it as breathing got harder and harder, but before i reached it, I fainted.

I woke up, and the television was on. They were reporting the news on TV, and said that 5 mega kilograms of gas was released. Breathing it was like injecting teargas into your blood.

And I was the only survivor.

And in the dream, I survived not cause of luck or anything. I survived cause deep inside there was a dark evil, that did not allow me to die. And it was waiting, just waiting for the right time to come out of me.

Sccaaaaaaarryyy..

I woke up feeling all scared. Dark dreams, dark dark dreams.

The dream is seriously weird isent it?

I mean.

Why would I go play in a lan shop?

Weird.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Rini and me always seem to like similar songs!

Presenting Lucky!

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Its all about depth.

I once heard a saying that goes something like this. " You stretch a mile across, but you only have an inch of depth. "

How meaningful. I look at the friends I have in school, the friends I have in church, the friends I known from my past, the friends from army. How vast, how high the numbers go.

A mile across.

But how deep?

Popularity without character, laughter without joy, lust without love.

How deep?

A remnant of my past came back to haunt me. A decision I made a really long time ago, and one more recent. I always thought, if I put the past behind me, it would stay there. But like spiders, they do have a certain way of crawling right back.


Love is like a flower.
Beautiful to behold, lovely to smell.
Basking in the light
Blistering in the night

The lovelier the flower
The thornier the stems

Love blossoms in the right conditions
Only in certain seasons.
Planted in the right ground
It always brings about smiles,
never ever a frown.

But is it in vanity?
For flowers do fade.
There comes a certain day
where the petals would fall
upon the grass blade.

And there forth shall determine.
If Love wilts and dies.
Or does it bear a fruit
with seeds of life inside?

Yeah. Love could stretch a mile wide. Like a vast field of dandelions.
But only the ones which takes root and goes deep.

Those are the ones to look out for.





Liping, I'm sorry for your loss. Stay strong!






Saturday, August 9, 2008

Check out the new uncle kracker song my dear readers!

Thinking once again fore mostly of your convenience, I have added to the listen section on my right. So alllllll you have to do, is wait for it to load!

Its such a nice cheery, melodically everything's-gonna-be-alright song! hahaha

But like Mika, the lyrics exposes a different song.

Sunday, July 27, 2008




A grand total of 15 cockroaches has been killed at my house. I dare say the nest has been found, and destroyed.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008




Credits to Rini for Flobots

Sunday, June 29, 2008

How rare that I am actually sitting in front of my computer in the middle of an afternoon and blogging!

Life is so crazy packed and it felt good spending a day at home just watching shows and reading. Jovan's coming over with jian hui to play basket ball in exactly 45mins!
We have to prepare for the competition with E405! ( in case I got the number wrong, its jen's cg)

I'm really excited at a new sch term starting once again! I wonder how tough will the new subject be like?

I think I'm gonna learn oil painting or sculpturing during the holidays. I want to go to see those park connectors places that bryan always takes photos off.

I'm glad how some friendships seem to be forming. =)

Today is rest, but things still need to be done! Let's see..

1. Accounts Midterms
2. School bbq/dinner?
3. Birthday planning/present
4. chalet programs
5. buy organiser
6. firestation visit?
7. gym twice this week
8. swim twice
9. financial stuff

people I wanna meet:

- Louis, dine and gang
- Marielle, johnny and gang
- Junjie
- huanxin and TOMO
- Mt faber dinner
- stephen and ben? ( no insurance selling please!)
- Army buddies
- Joce and Weifen
- NB, Muahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha ( ok aaron, stop pushing me. I just find her easy on the eyes, nothing more )

Ok, for now lets do that.
" Whatever occupies the biggest part of your heart, holds the biggest portions of your conversations. "


Dear Jesus,

There's no other place I would rather on a Saturday evening.
Because You're worth my time, my sacrifices, my love.
You're worth it God.
I dont have much to offer, but what I do have, will You use it?
Little becomes much in the master's hands.
Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart. All of my praise.
My heart and my hands are lifted to You.



Lord, I offer my life to you

Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life


Thursday, June 12, 2008



A smile starts on the lips, A grin spreads to the eyes, A chuckle comes from the belly; But a good laugh bursts forth from the soul, Overflows, and bubbles all around”



It was mealtime during a flight on Blonde Airlines. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied.


A blonde walks into an appliance store and says I would like to buy that T.V. please. The store clerk replies Im sorry, we dont do business with blondes. So she stormed off back to her house and dyed her hair black. The next day, she went back to the same store and said I would like to buy that T.V. please. The store clerk, once again, replies Sorry, we dont do business with blondes. The blonde replied How did you know I was blonde? The clerk says Because thats a microwave, not a T.V.


A blonde goes horse back riding. It starts out slow, but then it starts to gallop. The blonde is enjoying herself. All of a sudden she slips off and her foot gets caught in the reins. The horse doesn't stop and the blonde is still being dragged upside down. She doesn't know what to do. Finally the Wal-Mart manager comes and unplugs it.


WOMEN'S RIGHTS

The following took place at an international conference for women's rights.

The first speaker, a lady from England stood and said, "During last year's conference, we spoke about being more assertive with our
husbands. Well, after the conference, I went home and told my husband, Barrington, that I would no longer cook for him and that he would have to do it himself.
After the first day, I saw nothing. The second day, I saw nothing, but on the third day, I saw that he had cooked a wonderful roast lamb."

(The crowd cheered).

The second speaker from Russia, stood up and said, "After last year's conference, I went home and told my husband, Ivan, that I would no longer do his laundry and that he would have to do it himself.The first day, I saw nothing. After the second day, I saw nothing,
but on the third day, I saw that he had done not only his own washing, but mine as well.

(The crowd again cheered).

The third speaker, a Jamaican lady, stood up and said," After lass year's conference, I wen home and tole dat lazy husband of mines, Dingo Jack, dat I was froo pickin up his beer cans, cookin his tucker and washing his undaweah and dat he was goin to haf to do dem himself.
(The crowd went wild with cheering and clapping that lasted for five long minutes).

She continued...........................



"Afta da first day, I nevah see nuffing.

Afta da second day I nevah see nuffing,



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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
A kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender



Monday, May 26, 2008

Monday morning

Its monday morning! Here's a little start to your week.

I don't think jogging is healthy, especially morning jogging. If morning joggers knew how tempting they looked to morning motorists, they would stay home and do sit-ups. ~Rita Rudner

=)

This will be a good week.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

"Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends."

Sometimes I wonder if keeping a diary is indeed a good idea or not. Memories are precious if they hold happiness in them, but would you really want to remember the horrible ones? There is one thing I hate about meself. I always look back.

I always look back into the memories of my life and think about What Ifs. What if I had taken another path, what if I did not make a certain choice, what if I had stayed on, what if a million things.

Sometimes people move on so fast they scare me. They really do. I wish I could be more like them really. I wish I could just bite my teeth, bear any pain in my life, Smile, and just move on.

And it Seems like I do. Really. It seems like I move on in my thoughts, in my actions, in how I can laugh and not talk about anything, how life is so happy-go-lucky and busy and filled with activities.

But the truth is, I really care. I care about the relationships I have in the past. I care about the memories that I once hold dear. I care about how it was like in the beginning and how it has all changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed changed.

I'm emo that way.

I guess seeing W171 together, sparked this all up. You know how everyone has a vault in their hearts, where they throw in memories or thoughts that brings pain sometimes. I guess today's gathering was the pin that pricked the lock.

I miss everyone together. Very much so.


And along in that vault lies another memory. A really painful one that hurts still. Although I pretend it doesnt.

It often starts out with sadness.
Then anger.
Then you realise that anger was just one of the many ways you try to cover the pain.
And you fall back on the pain.

It hurts really. A dry aching in the heart.


But this is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.

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A cg that loves.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

I grew up and realised I couldn't please everyone in the world.









Monday, May 19, 2008

Last day of the holidays! A good one. Although it has been only 3 weeks, it feels as though I experience so much! Top of the list being diving.

I missed out learning the guitar though. But overall, I hit my goals haha
So anyways, school's gonna start, and i wonder if i'm gonna have time to learn. Hai
Anyway, for your viewing pleasure

Saturday, May 17, 2008




You stand on earth looking
while I walk in heaven listening
because heaven exists inside.
The one place that cant be touched


I feel my spirit breaking
As the whims of this world fade
before the splendor of the King





Thursday, May 15, 2008

Prawn Fishing

WHAT
Prawn fishing, prawn sizes range from really small to huge ones! People have even reported catching crayfish. There is even pomfret catching, crab catching and of course fish catching.

WHERE
Pasir Ris Park Fishing Pond (near Pasir Ris MRT)
Open 24hrs (Do it at night (after 10pm). Prawns are noctournal so there.)
Cost: $13/hr, 3hrs get 1hr free, can share 4 hrs with 2 rods

EQUIPMENT
They give you a choice for long or short rods, for me i prefer long rods coz it can access far places in the pool. For beginners take short rods coz they are easier to control. Chances are if you use a long rod you'll panic when you get ur first catch and fling the prawn (claws all snapping) to unwary bystanders (Sarah kena this a few times already, i mean kena flung AT)
Bring a nice sharp knife to cut the cockles in thin slices, quality of knife is IMPORTANT coz baiting is VERY crucial so you need to cut the bait exactly the way you want it.
Bring a cloth to wipe your hands too and some water to wash your hands with and also for those who are scared to hold a live prawn.
Drinks not really necessary coz nearby theres a stall
You don't need bags to keep your prawns etc coz they will provide it to you.
A pair of LONG NOSE pliers (with a hook at the end) is VERY important. This is used to fence with the prawn claws and rip them off (haha!), also useful to remove the hooks embedded in their mouth. The more 'PRO' guys dun need this but me being not so pro and a bit of a gu niang when it comes to these things makes it invaluable.
Spray OFF on yourself.
Bring some handsoap coz the bathroom doesn't have any

BAIT
They give you chopped fish or squid, use cockles from NTUC (95cents for more than u need)
Cut small pieces, roughly 1.5cm in length. Be sure to remove the bloody parts as they don't hook well.
What you want to do is the 'coat the hook' with the bait, such that you HIDE the point of the hook INSIDE the bait. Its REALLY hard to tell you exactly how u do this with just 1.5cm of bait but just follow this fundamental and you'll be fine. This is THE MOST IMPORTANT thing to do so there.

TRAWLING
Ok put the hook and float anywhere in the water and slowly trawl across the water. When i mean slow i mean like 1 foot 4-5secs. There is no point going back to the same area so use your eyes to mark out a search area and cover that whole area. Prawns cluster together so basically you need to move your hook till you hit them. It is less likely they will come to you.
Prawns like to hang out near lights and OXYGEN so you see those bubbles, go there. They will not be UNDER the bubbles, but rather at the tip of the wake the bubbles make. Imagine the bubbles take some time to dissolve so they will be at that spot.

THE BITE
After awhile, you'll surely feel something tug the line. When you do so, keep the rod still and slowly move it back to the point where the tug began (put the rod on top of the float).
The 1st tug is where the prawn catches the bait with its pincers so you are waiting for it to put it in its mouth.
Once you are above the float and completely still, wait 10 secs (its VERY when this happens) for the prawn to put the bait in its mouth.
And then with just one fluid movement, lift the whole rod vertically upward (NOT towards you) and IF you did your bait properly you 'll make a catch!

POST PROCESSING
Ok prawns have 2 claws that HURT.
They are also VERY unhappy when you do this kind of things to them.
So here is where the pincers come into good use. Just use the pliers and rip them off.
WARNING: When you hold the prawn on a string in front of you and use the pliers to pull off its claws, 2 things can happen:
1) The hook may slip off and the prawn will start flying around on the floor snapping.
2) Worse yet, the hook may NOT slip off and you may carelessly pull the prawn into your face where the OTHER claw will get you. Something like this happened to my dad when he so bravely grabbed ONE of the claws just to have the other claw get him. Yes it hurt.
After you get it off, use the pliers to remove the hook then put it in the net (provided by the shop) and place the net in the water so that the prawn can say goodbye to its family and friends. When you are done, just give the net to the guy/girl at the store and they will pack it into a plastic bag for you.


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Prawn fishing is the new fun thing to do!

I felt my phone vibrating in choir practice. Thinking it was just a random call, I ignored it. Only to feel it dance for the next 5 mins. I wondered who was it, that would call me 3/4 times. Thinking it important, I looked at the name and saw SHAWN. I wondered what happened that he would call me non-stop 4 times. Honestly, i got a little worried. I thought, "maybe he got into an accident." ( Which was STILL weird, cause, why would he call me? )

So yeah, anyway I got worried and message him, expecting some sort of terrible news. And he replied............................................................... " Wanna go prawning? "

How ultra spontaneous is that? But I love spontaneity.

After a game of find-shaina's-car, we finally reached beer gardens at 1130pm! There were two ponds around the size of 1/2 a basketball court. We rented two rods to share amongst the 4 of us and found ourselves a nice spot to sit and set up our picnic. ( Shaina brought like 6 bottles of drinks and two bags of chips. On top of that, they brought paper napkins, alluminium foil, pliers and gloves! )



So I was all skeptical about prawning cause i heard that you only catch like, 2 prawns an hour? Anyway, being the kiasu, kiasi, new noobie, lvl 1 prawn fisher. I wore the gloves and tried baiting the first rod. Now, if you read this and go prawn fishing, do NOT I say again do NOT bait with gloves because it looks really dumb. Another really noob thing we did, was we saw this couple bring alot of prawns to the BBQ pit ( they provide that so you can BBQ your prawns while they are fresh ) and we Sttaarreedd at them. Hahhaa

We even asked them how to catch so many prawns. Can you imagine it? Four of us standing at the BBQ pit gawking and asking how to catch so many prawns.



After baiting our rods, we threw them into the water and i settled myself down for a 30min wait. And before I knew it, I saw shaina ( or was it her friend ) Fling up the rod! And there was the prawn with its twin claws, stuck in the ceiling.













I felt kinda bad when we caught the pregnant mother prawn. But she really put up a strong fight and pinched my hands.








In total, we caught 16 prawns in 3 hours. Two escaped because we forgot that prawns can swim, and we submerged the entire net into the pond. haha







Anyway, the top part of this post was research done on how to catch more prawns. Watch out all you monster shrimps! lol

Chris =)
Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologize or change. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you. Love them and release them. Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time—just like it does for you and me. --Sara Paddison

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Words and quotes over the past weeks that impacted me.

" Some of you say, its too hard and I wanna give up. But you've only been a COC for two months! "
- Pastor Audrey

Pastor spoke this when we went for a meeting with her. When she said it, it just struck a cord within me. Thoughts of how I'm not good enough, of how some people are so flawlessly natural at this, while here I am struggling.

I'm always wondering if I am doing the right things? And I get worried, because I want my grp to grow, not just in numbers, but spiritually as well. To get to know God in a whole new level. And i've got such good members in my grp. Am I causing them to stumble? Do I seem like I only care about the admin church stuff and not about their lives.

But I love my connect grp members, and its because I'm worried about all these things, I sometimes wonder if I am suitable. Maybe its better if I'm just responsible for my own life. But when pastor said that sentence, it pierced me. Its only been a few months, how can I give up? No no no, I cant. Its a race, I started running it, how can I stop 1/2 way and say I want to quit! I can finish this race well, and I will!


" What would you do, if you knew you were gonna be a BV this week? " - Bel

I heard this yesterday during practice. And it got me wondering as well. What if this week, I had to be a BV, or a cell grp leader, or what if I had to preach on stage. Bel was saying this because during service, some of us didnt know our parts.

If we knew we would be a BV or preach on stage this week, what would happen? We would definitely dress sharply, cut our hair, practice our singing, pray and fast. Can you imagine a backup voalist not knowing his parts?

It really is all about an attitude. Before I become something, I start behaving like one. After hearing that, I feel motivated to practice my singing more, to go shop for clothes, to pray and fast. I feel motivated to really serve with my best, not something sub-standard.

Which goes to the next phrase. Also by Bel.

" Even before you audition, you already are a BV. "

Honestly, I'm not really interested in becoming a BV since it was never in the vision and dreams given to me. What I liked was the underlying meaning behind it. The mindset and the faith. Of how you practice and prepare yourself. How in your mind, you already see yourself being the person you want to be even before it happens.

Even before you enter the examination hall, you already have an A.
Even before you go for an outreach, you see revival.
Even before you lay hands, you see healing.
Even before you go for a competition, you won.
Even before you work, you're a CEO.

Its not saying how you can YAYA Papaya. Like " oei, I'm ceo, no need to come work online. "
Rather, when you're the boss. You lead by example, so you're the earliest in the company. You study early so you can get an A in your exams. You train hard, so you know you can win on the day of the competition.

I feel as though the seeds of faith are being planted in my life this season, and thats the direction I'm being steered towards. And of course, the perfect ending of an entry about quotes, would be to end it with one.

“Faith is a bird that feels dawn breaking and sings while it is
still dark.”


Monday, May 12, 2008

Dear God,

Sometimes I really find it hard to love people. It is simple to love the people who love me back, but how do I love those that hate me? How do I love those people that don't like the things I do, the words I say. I wish the whole would could accept me and be happy around me. I wish I could bring the same joy into them. Although... I know its not possible.

God, I know I cant change how a person feels. But I know I can change how I feel. So Lord, right now... I just want my thoughts, emotions, feelings to change. That I would see through the eyes of love, the eyes of peace. The way You would see it. Let every anger, every hate, every bitterness disperse.

And God, please remember my friends, esp those in need of a miracle. Always be near them, whispering comfort into their ears. Let those with bad histories move on strong, let those with future woes trust You more, let those that are suffering now find strength. Help those who are lost and confuse, find direction.

Thank You. For great friends and family. For the computer I can use to type this. For the bed that I could sleep in tonight. Thank you, for listening to my voice amongst the millions you must hear... I really appreciate it.

Let me know You more everyday.

Love,
Chris

Sunday, May 11, 2008
















There we go =)

Love
Chris

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Reasons why we love Weifen.

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weifen! says:
hahaha i just researched on how to stop ur stomach from growling

weifen! says:
hahaha my stomach kept growling during lessons

weifen! says:
so embarrassing!

Chris says:
hahahaha!!

Chris says:
so how do u stop it??

weifen! says:
hahahaahha

weifen! says:
i dunno1

weifen! says:
eat loh

Chris says:
.........

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And there's more.

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Chris says:
That was Classic.

Chris says:
this is going on my blog

weifen! says:
hahahahaahaha

weifen! says:
What!

weifen! says:
i mean how else!

weifen! says:
hahaahha trick ur brain that you are not hungry

weifen! says:
or make a lot of noises to cover the noise

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There you go, the two ways to stop stomach from growling.

1. Eat
2. Make alot of noises to cover the noise
I feel blessed!
I received two gifts this weekend.
A heart-shaped lollipop and a hat necklace.

What made it more special was the people who gave it to me =)

It really came as an encouragement! To study harder and to serve more!

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Anyway I was just studying for my MGQ exam yesterday when my mind sort of drifted back to the past. Memory drifts tend to have an effect on you. They make you see things in a different light.

I think. People tend to see their surroundings as how they Want it to be. For instance, when you like milo, you think milo is the best drink on earth and there's no other drink that taste better. But to another person, milo might lose out to coke?

Get what I mean?

So yeah, I was drifting back in my thoughts and I came across a particular memory that had an impact in my life. It was a Kodak moment. Scenes in your life, that sticks in your memory forever.

The first smile of your first love, the picture of your first puppy asleep, your new born child. Scenes where u know, on your deathbed, you would see flashing across your eyes.

But I realised that even Kodak moments, when looking back, might not be as it seemed. I had a sudden revelation of alot of things that happened, alot of words that were said and what they meant.

I wish I could have seen it then as I do now. But such wishes are only as real as the genies that grant them. Its time to close the book once again I guess. With old entries edited. Old memories smudged to reality.

Time to write a new story, a new book. I've read and reread my old stories too many times. They belong to the shelves now. To collect dust and time.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Note to self : Buy new stockings for Joo.
Here's a reason why I hate people with better ESL skills then me.

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Chris says:
mini crush

Chris says:
haha

[Shawn] - It's the wrong kind of place, to be thinking of you - says:
you have so many mini crushes

[Shawn] - It's the wrong kind of place, to be thinking of you - says:
so funny

Chris says:
haha name ONE other crush!

[Shawn] - It's the wrong kind of place, to be thinking of you - says:
dunno

Chris says:
see then what u said was an unwarranted claim

[Shawn] - It's the wrong kind of place, to be thinking of you - says:
but if you can have a mini crush like this one, surely there are others

[Shawn] - It's the wrong kind of place, to be thinking of you - says:
implied presupposition

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Ok I had the exact same dream twice in two days

It is definitely a sign!

I wonder whats up with my dreams these days, I know I have had two dreams last night I ought to be concerned with.

Hmm...

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Two Billion People in this world, you had to choose her.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Easter has come and passed!! What a joyful season indeed! I always remember what someone told me, that even though Christmas seems the most joyful season of all, it would have no meaning without Easter.

I'm gonna go for a BBQ in a few mins time and meet up with loooong time no see JC pals. And meeting them would be my always-around-and-seen-too-much sec sch pals! hahahah Fun fun, and i've decided that, even though this sem is stress stress stress, I'm gonna just continue to have fun and believe that I would still do well!

I think i've been focusing too much on work work, study study, put in effort put in effort, that I might have neglected that fact that I should have FUN and REST too! So yup! That mindset has Got to change.

Haha, ok enough words, let the pictures do the talking! Some are waaayyy old! So anyways, lets go.


University of Buffalo Series!

Me and Shao Wei acting out " I believe I can fly!! "



Dewn's Place Goofing off! Some pictures Omitted, haha









Me and Shaina!



Aron The Poet



Apparantly my aim is not fantastic. haha



Heng Yi acting funky haha



Geez Kenneth, children read my blog ok.



The Rolling of eyes. An event that occurs when Chris says a joke.



Bag Shopping for Mal's Mom!



This is what you get when you roll your eyes at my joke!



Big Wide Grins! Our teeth can blind drivers haha



Mal outlasted me at arcade games! I shall concur that I am absolutely not a gamer.



The SCANDAL! Out in theaters 31/02/2009











I miss shouting cynthia!




The Hood.



Every face remembered. Every memory treasured.
Every smile appreciated.

So it has been
So it is
So it always shall be

The day will come, when we shall all graduate, walking out own paths, living our own lives. But the face seen will always remain in me, the memories created will always be treasured, the smiles received would always mark a day brightened in my life. =)

Always always know that you guys rock!

PS: Goes out to ppl not in photo as well, Yoon, Stan, Andrew, Maylene and whoever i might have missed out!

There's waaayy more photos to show, but this was all from my computer collection. There's so much more in my HP that I need to upload. But sigh... How lazy. Ok folks, thats all for today! Tune in more for pictures of Easter, Hong Kong and other hilarious events!


School is starting tml once again! Despite the killing lectures, I know that I know, its gonna be awesooommeee!

And how do I end it off, the entry at easter, without give every honor to Jesus.
With all my heart, Thank you.
For being my God, my Saviour and my Friend.


Monday, March 17, 2008

The words that you say can bring a lift a person up, or tear a person down.

But dont feel happy when you do pull someone down by the things you say or do.

Because God sees and He hears.

If you think that crushing the spirits of another person makes you feel powerful.

Well.

Trust me. You'll get double the portion. =)


So friends! Let's always encourage and when you see someone happy, don't try to deliberately make them sad cause you aren't having as good a day or as good a life as them!

When you plant apple seeds, you get apple trees.
When you plant kindness, you get love.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Finally! A day where i wake up to the SUN

I love my Sun.

The way the sunlight bursts in, the way the morning air smells , the people walking about below my condominium.

And the sky is blue. I never noticed how nice blue was. But how blue the sky looks today!

I wonder if Its blue skies in Canada right now
Or if its blue in Australia

I wonder if anyone else is looking straining their neck, looking straight up.


What A Gorgeous Morning. It's gonna be a good day I believe.

Monday, March 3, 2008

I cant sleep!

Thats what caffeine does to you.

Caffeine and econs that is.

This semester is so much more difficult compared to the last. So many changes around me!

But God is still good. Change brings breakthroughs and if there is one thing I know, there will always always be changes, and with each change come adaptation and improvement.

So bring on those difficult subjects! I'll conquer you all econs, maths, stats, english and accounts!
I shall cut you up and chew you down!

Know that you are my tools not my bane! I need to visualize!

Maths -A
Accounts -A
Micro Econs -A
English -A
Stats -A




I want this. All distractions aside.

Ok, just one distraction. Listen to this letter C.s Lewis wrote to his goddaughter when he finished writing the second book in the chronicles of Narnia.

To Lucy Barfield

MY DEAR LUCY,

I wrote this story for you, but when I began it I had not realized that girls grow quicker then books. As a result you are already too old for fairy tales, and by the time it is printed and bound you will be older still. But someday you will be old enough to start reading fairy tales once again. You can then take it down from some upper shelf, dust it, and tell me what you think of it. I shall probably be too old to hear, and too old to understand, a word you say, but I shall still be

You affectionate Godfather,

C.S. LEWIS


Someday you will be old enough to start reading fairy tales once again.

Beautiful, isent it?

:)

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Light Gives Birth To Light


I like this phrase. Do you know that just as light, happiness, joy, peace spreads. So does anger, jealousy, gossip and strife. For instance, if you're those happy people, you make people around you happy. Happiness gives birth to happiness!


I like hanging out with people like Huanxin. Because all we do are dumb things that make us laugh, talk about is how great our future is gonna be, and pushing each other on.


Or people like Jocelyn who makes me wanna be a Good person in general.
Forgive, love, forgive, love, forgive, love.


I walk away from these people feeling happy, feeling like I want the whole World to be happy with me, to succeed with me, to soar with me.


That its not a competition and like Bryan says, there will be MORE then Enough for EVERYONE. So I live my life not competiting, But working With everyone to SHINE TOGETHER!


And that's what good friends do. They push each other on, build each other up, and when the need arises, they correct each other with love.


I have good friends.


They're the friends everyone should have. =)




If you have people in your life, who after talking to them. Makes you feel lousy, makes u feel like the world is a horrible place.


If you have friends who makes you hate other people around you. Or gossip and tear down others.


If after being with them, u feel filled with hate, filled with jealousy, filled with finger pointing and guilt.


Run away.


You deserve friends like mine. Who builds people up, who encourages people when they're sad, who goes out of their way just to help.
Who will always say to you, You Can do it and you will!!!


Dark times have to leave


because Light Will Always Give Birth To Light.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

I have a friend
Who is perfect for me
She listens to all my problems
No matter how dumb they may be

She likes herself for who she is
And never tries to change
She tells me to be myself
That I should always be the same

She was shy on the phone
But she would still call
And we would talk for hours
About nothing at all

We would talk about love and life
And discuss what we wanted to be
She knew just how I felt
And how happy I could be

She listens to me patiently
But never judges what I do or say
She helped with all my problems
And never went away

I never once felt judged by her
How much that meant to me
That I could tell her all my dreams
And she would listen to me

My friend never goes and tells
What is dear to me
She keeps it all bottled up inside
And doesn't spread it like a bee

Cold black stone
Left me standing here all alone
A road I’ve found no end
So many bumps and turns
Still you leave me with another bend

Twisted and curved I follow
Deep within my heart cold and hollow
Winding and turning I continued on
So many roads have come and gone

One day I set out to find the right path
Frustated, sad and confused
Only to find myself feeling its wrath
I moved along,
My Soul, tormented and bruised

Standing at a fork in this God forsaken place
Tired, scared and all alone
Tears of sorrow streaked my face
I fall, hitting hard, the cold black stone

A gentle touch upon my shoulder
Not knowing, not willing to understand
I turned to see you standing there
Outstretched arm with a helping hand.........

I thank God for the day you were created
And smile each time you look my way
The road has warmed and all my sorrows were tamed
Within my heart your friendship and love will always remain.

So the next road I travel frightening and new
I will walk without pain or sorrow
Not before, but knowing this now
All my roads will lead back to you

Saturday, February 9, 2008

It's Saturday.

I woke up with a heart that's kinda heavy.

" Smile, just smile and it'll be ok. "

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Ok let me blog.

Hmm, lets see... Umm, there was this thing that happened.. oh oh and that.. erm.. how should i write it? Ho humm..

Just call me.

:-D


Except for those that are overseas, e.g mel , then in which case please msn me?

My fingers do the talking no more, not for now.

They laze, yes they do.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

There comes a point in your life
when you realise who matters,
who never did,
who wont anymore,
and who always will.
So dont worry about people in your past,
there's a reason
why they didnt make it to your future.


How genuinely true. :)
Thank God though, that there'll always be someone else
To replace those very old shoes.

Sunday, January 13, 2008










"Do not ask for a light load

Ask for a strong back"













Thursday, January 10, 2008

I feel my head bobbing to tune of "tattoo". Since I'm lyricticular ( yup I created a word, it means I observe lyrics ) , I searched up the lyrics of the song.

Heres the chorus.

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction

Nice right? It means letting go. But what I didnt get what the second part.

I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

Confusing! Is she moving on, or missing the past? Hahaha

Supper was fun yesterday, it has been long since I've met you neighbor. I hope that everything will turn out fine for you in the end!

So its pouring outside, and I'm supposedly supposed to be reading The Book Thief, and I had the urge to write. The book thief takes a rather different approach. Its narrated by Death, so it takes a little getting used to.

And speaking of reading, Jocelyn showed me a really good phrase today!

Expecting the world to treat you fairly
because you are a good person
is a little like expecting the bull not to attack you
because you are a vegetarian.

So true! Quirky quotes seasoned with realism makes my day happy. =)

Saturday, January 5, 2008

"I can imagine her in real life, She has the gentle soft type of look."

" Really? But she's very active. Very crazy , screaming and laughing. But yet, there's this gentleness in her. The way she carries a dog, the softness in her eyes. I like that contrast"


Where would u would find exuberance
married to a benign smile?
A radiant spirit
with a placid heart?
Like a rapturous sunrise
and the genial moon.

I like that contrast as well.

But I cannot become you.

Listen to wisdom's call.