The only thing to do

I was reading fen's blog and I really really liked what she wrote!

Are things moving too fast, or am i too slow?

Have you ever felt that things are moving so quickly that you feel that you are stagnating?

i guess no matter whether things are moving too fast or i am too slow, the only solution is for me to catch up.


I like her answer! No matter whether things are moving too fast, or am I too slow, the only solution is to catch up!!

Sometimes people would either give up and say they are not good enough, or blame that things are moving way too fast.

Fen's answer really showed me her fighting spirit! =)

SO!! If any of u reading this think that your results are not as good as u hope, or maybe u seem so far from your goal. Or many you're feeling stagnant empty and dry.

The only solution is to just catch up =)

" Love gives us a power to hurt that hate cannot match. "

I read this off a book a few days ago. It impressed upon me so much that I memorized it.
If you did not love a person, it would be so easy to just forget and just walk away.

A rude woman on the bus.
An impolite waiter.
Arrogant customers.

Sure, you feel that flicker of anger, but it passes over soon enough.

But if its someone you hold dear, someone you love. How much harder it is to just forget and move on. How much harder to just ' not care '.

I can just imagine.

If aphro bit me
if my dad called me stupid
if my friends ignored or bitch about me.

Man, how painful that would feel. And how much harder it would be for me to forgive them. After all, these are the people ( and dog ) that I love! The more you love someone, the greater the hurt.

Which is probably why sometimes forgiveness is hard. Maybe that's why children always find it hard to forgive parents or vice versa. That's why divorced couples usually don't talk anymore.

Love paints the most beautiful picture from your imagination, into reality. This is called Hope, a companion of the elusiveness that is love.


Take a moment. Think about the people you love. Have you been hurt by them before? Try to remember the feeling.

Now. Take another moment and think of the people that loved you. Have You hurt Them before? Understand how they feel =)


Which is why we all need to learn how to forgive. Because forgiveness is setting a prisoner free, and realizing that the prisoner was You.

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Maybe it is the season for love, I don't know. The birds do seem to be singing, and the flowers do seem to be blooming. Love found me like the rising of the sun this time round.

Instead of a horse running, it flutters like a gentle dove.

Hmm... A dove. Lovely.

Gentle and pure. Instead of romping the ground, maybe this time it would take to the skies instead.

Who knows what true love should be like?
Indeed, who knows.

But a dove, what a lovely picture it paints. =)

Ok, so I was in this house and it was a lan shop. Me and two other friends are inside searching for games. It was a Lan shop that was actually secretly dealing with weapons!

Yes thats right! right here in Singapore! A lan shop was actually secretly selling guns.
So anyway, I started to walk out after playing.

As I walked down the stairs, two man in military uniform came walking in.

" Stop, this is the illegal weapons investigation unit. Please let me check u "

Being afraid of getting in trouble, I let them check me, check my bag and quickly waited outside the house for me two friends.

Suddenly! White smoke came out of the house. I felt my face numbing and my lungs burning! Instinctively i knew it was tear gas and my brain screamed Run RUn RUN!!

But my friends were inside and its just tear gast so i started to walk back to the house, when the intensity of the smoke tripled! And it poured out thicker and thicker. I saw a gas mask being thrown onto the ground. I struggled towards it as breathing got harder and harder, but before i reached it, I fainted.

I woke up, and the television was on. They were reporting the news on TV, and said that 5 mega kilograms of gas was released. Breathing it was like injecting teargas into your blood.

And I was the only survivor.

And in the dream, I survived not cause of luck or anything. I survived cause deep inside there was a dark evil, that did not allow me to die. And it was waiting, just waiting for the right time to come out of me.

Sccaaaaaaarryyy..

I woke up feeling all scared. Dark dreams, dark dark dreams.

The dream is seriously weird isent it?

I mean.

Why would I go play in a lan shop?

Weird.

Rini and me always seem to like similar songs!

Presenting Lucky!

Its all about depth.

I once heard a saying that goes something like this. " You stretch a mile across, but you only have an inch of depth. "

How meaningful. I look at the friends I have in school, the friends I have in church, the friends I known from my past, the friends from army. How vast, how high the numbers go.

A mile across.

But how deep?

Popularity without character, laughter without joy, lust without love.

How deep?

A remnant of my past came back to haunt me. A decision I made a really long time ago, and one more recent. I always thought, if I put the past behind me, it would stay there. But like spiders, they do have a certain way of crawling right back.


Love is like a flower.
Beautiful to behold, lovely to smell.
Basking in the light
Blistering in the night

The lovelier the flower
The thornier the stems

Love blossoms in the right conditions
Only in certain seasons.
Planted in the right ground
It always brings about smiles,
never ever a frown.

But is it in vanity?
For flowers do fade.
There comes a certain day
where the petals would fall
upon the grass blade.

And there forth shall determine.
If Love wilts and dies.
Or does it bear a fruit
with seeds of life inside?

Yeah. Love could stretch a mile wide. Like a vast field of dandelions.
But only the ones which takes root and goes deep.

Those are the ones to look out for.

Liping, I'm sorry for your loss. Stay strong!