There are times when you get emotional right? Times when you wonder what you're doing here, is your life your own, are you living it right or living it the way you want to.

Yeah, there are times when you get really tired. Ready to throw in the towel and say, I give up. I'm sick of it all. I wanna live life by That other road.

Why? Sometime I think that way cause something failed, or I feel insufficient, or it seems that things are getting too tough.

Yesterday was such a day but a little different. I couldnt think of a good reason why I felt all emotionally unsettling. Maybe its the results of one of my papers which caused me to seriously consider dropping the module.

But yet that should not be it. Its just one of those weird days that makes me feel annoyed, irritated at the slightest things.

Maybe its a spiritual attack. i remember learning at BS just this week then if you go to bed feeing cheerful and filled with the joy of the Lord, but you wake up gloomy, it just means your emotions have attacked.

Maybe! haha I really dont know, but I believe that I'll pull through. I'm already on the winning side of this battle =)
I like what the BS teaching taught. I may not know how the battle will be like, what I will go through. But I how it will turn ou, and I want to be on the winning side.

Anyway went to joce to this french place at little india yesterday. Its apprantly supposed to be gourmet food at good prices, so went I check it out. The ambience is pretty good with lots of caucasians around, so I guess that it really is authentic french food. Including the portions!

I could kick myself but I forgot to take photos of the food! Although the portion was small, it was relatively filling, so check it out! google it for the address. Anyway off to church! tata for now!

Chris has an eye infection! My very first no less. After a few years of wearing contacts i decided that I shall not take hygiene for granted, it was a very nice wake up call.



So anyway I didnt go to school today due to my MC and I missed the all disgusting law mid terms. So i bet you guys think WOHOO great! haha well, a little part of me thought so too, that I might have a little more time to study. But guess what! Instead of taking a 30MCQ and 2 essay question paper, I now have to take PURE essays!!!

Oh the torment, the torment! and yet here I reside, typing my blog instead of creaming my brain with the consitutional rights of every citizen. Singapore doesnt follow the constitituion btw, its an american law. Yup, I'm studying a law that is inapplicable in Singapore, joy. haha

I like typing cynical post, makes me wonder how much of a cynical person I really am. Its true then, that growing up makes you all the moe cynical. No more blowing feathers in the air or lying down on green pasture enjoy the breezy afternoon.

OOPSS, wait time to put eye drops. Brb!!!
Ok back.

I kinda miss my classmates, i wonder how they're feeling now after they test. Out celebrating maybe? haha the feeling of finishing a difficult test is hard to describe, it always fills me with a sense of accomplishment.

Anyway i was reading an extract on how law changed over the rights of blacks and i read an interesting point one of the congressman put up.

The first ammendment states that every citizen has a freedom of speech, decision and so on. Is it not the right of a businessman, to select the man/woman/race on which he desires to hire? Just as it is the right for every worker to choose an employer, the employer should hold rights to the people he choose to associate himself with!

I found it a very compelling arguement alothough it goes against ethics. yup, so something to think about!

ok back to law, oh glorious law! I shall try to post more frequently from now on, and hopefull on more interesting subject.

i'm talking bout ETHICs, phft yeah. ok till next time!!