Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I feel blessed!
I received two gifts this weekend.
A heart-shaped lollipop and a hat necklace.

What made it more special was the people who gave it to me =)

It really came as an encouragement! To study harder and to serve more!

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Anyway I was just studying for my MGQ exam yesterday when my mind sort of drifted back to the past. Memory drifts tend to have an effect on you. They make you see things in a different light.

I think. People tend to see their surroundings as how they Want it to be. For instance, when you like milo, you think milo is the best drink on earth and there's no other drink that taste better. But to another person, milo might lose out to coke?

Get what I mean?

So yeah, I was drifting back in my thoughts and I came across a particular memory that had an impact in my life. It was a Kodak moment. Scenes in your life, that sticks in your memory forever.

The first smile of your first love, the picture of your first puppy asleep, your new born child. Scenes where u know, on your deathbed, you would see flashing across your eyes.

But I realised that even Kodak moments, when looking back, might not be as it seemed. I had a sudden revelation of alot of things that happened, alot of words that were said and what they meant.

I wish I could have seen it then as I do now. But such wishes are only as real as the genies that grant them. Its time to close the book once again I guess. With old entries edited. Old memories smudged to reality.

Time to write a new story, a new book. I've read and reread my old stories too many times. They belong to the shelves now. To collect dust and time.

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