The time is now 620am, 9th of november. It is a friday, and the morning is not yet here. The glow ina distance, hints at the rising of the sun.

I want to remember this time for life.

Because I've just had a nightmare.

Its not a dream of witches and demons chasing me. It's worse.

In my dream, I realised everything I lived for and everything I believed in. A story that I've heard, a person that I believed. It turned out to be a lie. In the dream, I was the only one oblivious to it all. I was the only one, who didnt know the truth.

In my dream, I saw a lie that festered and came to life. A situation that I've been dreading, finally approaches.

And in my dream, I broke.

And I know now, at this moment right here. I need to refocus, My nose and eyes needs to be faced skyward once again.

It was so real. The kind of dreams that did not drift from scene to scene. Each scene made sense. No, I cant promise myself that the situation or event or day would not come. But I know I can make myself stronger today. I know that the fingers curled around a desire can uncurl and let go.

In my dream, I broke.

For the first time in my life, I woke up scared and stayed that way.

In my dream, I broke.

I say No.

In the shadows my spirit weak
Love broke through the darkness and lifted me
And I know you'll never let me go

In the storm in the raging sea
Love conquered the fear and delivered me
And I know you'll never let me go

Oh love in the shadows
Be the light who leads me on
Your love I will follow
Be my guide, your will be done
Oh Lord

In the arms of the one unseen
Love carried the cross that was meant for me
And I know you'll never let me go

Oh love I surrender, now forever I'll be loved
In the love of the father, you are faithful you are strong
So hold me now, hold me now, hold me now

Nothing in this life has walked these streets
Love opened my eyes show me what you see
And I know I'll never let you go