Monday, May 21, 2007

tmt

I have too much time on my hands.

I'm friendster surfing, can u imagine?! Friendster surfing?!


Everyday starts like this. I wake up, i eat breakfast, i sleep/surf/watch tv/ until 12, I eat lunch, I send my dad to physio/acupuncture, I reach home at 5, surf/watch tv till 6, eat dinner, surf/watch tv/call people, then I sleep.

I wake up and restart the cycle.

Argh, Can u imagine how boring this is?! I'm getting fat, I'm getting stupid from lack of brain stimulation, and I am not having fun!

to top that off, I'm having stomachaches now so i cant even enjoy eating.

I gotta set my goals up again, move move move oh lazy body of mine.

No more suppers ( Which I dont really enjoy in the first place. ) , No more sleep ( Which always makes me more tired ) , No more random surfing ( which I still feel bored )

Exercise! Reading! Learning!

Off with the old me!

1. Jog
2. Swim thrice a week
3. Get a economics book and get started
4. sign up for a course

Come on Chris! You only live ONCE!

Ok good, now I'm pumped up :)
I needed this.

Anyway, to motivate myself.

Marielle jogs 2-3 huge rounds around the field EVERYDAY, since I last saw her, she has lost 3 or 5 ( I cant remember ) KGs, based on her own determination.

Joo joined SOT inspite of the odds that are against her, going one step closer to her dream, to her calling.

Huanxin scared a 4.something in his aggregate for uni so far, maintaining himself as one of the top students in uni. A student from a neighbourhood, gangster secondary school and the louiest JC at our time. He has proven, its never the environment that determines what you achieve.

Yong Heng is a cell grp leader at 19.

Benard, Jasmine, Yanbing started their own online business. And to top it off, Yanbing started her buisness at 16!!! And earned a substantial amount, which I would not disclose. But if you knew, you would Definitely be humbled.

Ah Bong pays for her own tuition fees, living expense, and overseas exchange program.
She teaches tuition and working at a pub until late at night. And inspite of the burden she carries, she is one of th most generous people I know, never hesitating to spend money to do things we want, even though the stuff we eat or do might be expensive.

My life is surrounded by inspirational people.

So tell me, if you're reading this. What's the greatest thing you did so far in your life?

:-)

Photos

Photos!





The great brig grin



Birthday Girl



Notice how weiming seems to wanna kiss kristin?








Kelly hard at work preparing refreshments, wahahhaha!



Me lemuel and bing




They say the way



to a men's heart,



Is through his stomach! Doing well, yanbing, ahhaha!



Secret Selegie beancurd discovered at yishun






Yeap, the head is definitely smaller



3.2 cm










King Eng seng




And that's all folks!!!

Thursday, May 10, 2007

flow like the river

Flow like the river
Shimmer Shimmer Shimmer
Flow like the river
Submerge immerse dive
And for the first time
Breathe, breathe, breathe
And for the first time
Feel the life of the river
The excitement, the rush, the flow
Feel its joy, its sadness
Feel the freedom and the burden
And flow like the river


I just read bong's and dine's and hui's blog. I realise you know, that by reading, you can almost certainly tell what that person is like. While I read bong's blog, i can feel her joy from love, i read hui's blog, i can see her vulnerability, when i read dine's blog, I can read her angst and incredible strength in wanting to move on.

Each describe their life and feelings so so well. Angst, joy, strength.

And I really wanna be able to bring across my feelings to the world, to you who's reading this, I wanna let you enter my world, enter my feelings in life. But I often think to myself, how?

How in the would do I put across what I'm feeling now?

A rising sun? The birth of a child? A cross? A young couple? A old couple? Laughing children? Complete families? a meandering stream? The stars that light up the night? A lone candle?

How in the world do i put to words hope?

A hope that tomorrow is gonna be better then today?

Haha, a tomorrow better then today. Definitely.

AS promised! Hope this brings to your face the grin it brought to me! HAHAHA


hahaha, I have NO IDEA why this tickles me so much!

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Alright

Alright! its been a long time since I last really blogged so lemmie see... I passed my driving. I'm getting baptized this saturday. I'm gonna ORD in june. I Might be a physical trainer at California fitness ( cool eh? )

So yeah, its been hectic this few days, and I'm not sure why! Isent it supposed to be like, my holiday? But then again, I'm happy when i'm busy doing stuff I love. I master the four basic cords on the guitar! Sort of lar... You know, I'm really interested in the whole music thing. Other then the fact that it makes a person cool, music really moves your mood.

And I look forward to the day I'm able to play a song and sing. I dont aspire to be on stage and be awesome, but being able to play a song, maybe sing to the girl I like. Wow, thats for me.

Dig this, I was just driving my dad to the hospital for physio therapy today and i decided to bring my guitar to practice... So anyway, i drove my dad's camery , and its like, I felt so cool walking out of the car and carring the guitar. Hahahhaa

You know what i mean? Cause normally people who carry guitars take mrt or buses, and people who drive are like, towards wealth and buisness pattern. But when i walked out with the guitar I felt so balanced in life, althought the car isent mine.

Know what i mean!??!?!?!?! I doubt it. Its like, there's this mix of art and buisness, yeah...

And Junyu! Haha Better pass your Ippt this sat. I L O V E D the joo gu li ( Chocolate ) Joke, its really a different level, ahhahaa!

I dont really have any inspiration to blog but i dont wanna stop typing either. lol Baptism on sat...

" To immerse. "
Immerse. I like that word!



Wierd. I thought I'll be ok
But i still felt sad
when i knew wont be there
Too much to hope for
Too much

I really like mornings. Somehow, that sunrise, the shimmering light, the call of the mynas, the smell of the grass, the look of people busy getting to work of school.

Makes me energized and rearing to go out there and be happy!

hahaha, oh, and Charrisa's grinning face would make anyone laugh! Hahaha I shall shall to get her to send me that photo, and show u guys. Hhahahaha


Saturday, May 5, 2007

Burden

Its heavy.


But on a side note, I passed my driving! WoohoooO!